- Somtimes im still afraid of the dark - I've left a lot of things hanging - I wish it would all just stop - They are all out to get me - I've done things im not proud of - One day it will all be over - I wish i could start again - I miss the things that hurt me the most - There are people i will never get over - There is no one i completly like - I am caught up in things i can't get out of - I often let things happen - I have mindlessly hurt people in the past - Sometimes i just want to shout - I often wonder if people would notice if i wasnt here - I make bad decisions on a regular basis - One day i won't feel like this any more - Mostly i feel detatched from everything around me - I am drawn into situations that are less than ideal - No one completly knows me - I miss the person i used to be - The voices never stop - I cannot change the person ive become - I worry about things i have no control over - One day it will be different How many of these statments can you agree with?

Sometimes I sit down at the computer and try to think of something meaningful to write, or a cool story to start on, or try to think up a deep & artistic poem... But i spend such a long time sitting and staring at the screen, thinking and dismissing ideas and visions, that I totally lose all interest for what I was doing and i get up and leave.

Sometimes I sit down at the computer and try to think of something meaningful to write, or a cool story to start on, or try to think up a deep & artistic poem... But i spend such a long time sitting and staring at the screen, thinking and dismissing ideas and visions, that I totally lose all interest for what I was doing and i get up and leave.

"if life was easy then it wouldnt be life." devan clements

makeup: God has given you a face and you create another

Religion in itself destroys the fourth wall and when that goes so does reality. I am no philosopher but within life there are challanges that we must all except.When life ends our remains are broken down to help create something new.Live evryday as if it were your last and you will never be bored, just paranoid.

Marriege is something Iam Been Thinking About I want To Share Someting

i am overlooked, constantly, i dont think i have any true take-a-bullet-for-me friends. my family is a mess. i stopped caring about alot of things.sometimes i feel like doin stuff that excites me with friends is all i have, and i am constantly held back from that. i wonder if i should bother being straightedge, people hate my music but its what i live by. And i hope i die before i become my parents and i hope i die before i get old and i hope i die before i hate everything and i hope i die unexpectedly and happy and young.

well i think that life is quite cool at the moment i am eating yummy cakes thank you

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