Bad Programming I actually watched back to back infomercials last night, finding them to be educational and intriguing, and was impressed enough that I found myself calling up their 800 numbers to request brochures, and . . . it was like discovering a cancerous lump on my soul.

Tom Brown (1) Tom Brown, in a reflective, alcohol induced state of mind, told my father . . . “I was over in the forest preserve yesterday, looking for a place to bury Linda” my dad was confused, because Linda was Tom’s wife of 20 some years, and they had three healthy kids, a nice home, and their whole lives ahead of them, so my dad made some light remark to dismiss such madness, but Tom, a good, decent guy who all of the neighbors liked, just gave my dad a glazed-over look, then went back inside the house, to what had to be a great and disturbing secret world of festering darkness, unknown to the superficial lightness of suburbia, and . . . he never killed her like so many other decent, ordinary people, Tom resigned himself to an occasional, lonely and agonized stroll through the woods, lamenting over what may have been if he was just a little bit stronger or weaker a man.

Going Up I saw a couple of dead people in the elevator today lying side by side with sheets covering their bodies, but for the foot of the woman on the right, who had a gold bracelet on her slim ankle, and . . . I got the feeling she had been an intelligent and compassionate person who had surely left many good friends and lovers behind, only to be stuck in that elevator with another dead person she didn’t even know, making me realize that . . . the more things change the more they remain the same.

why does man run when he can walk? why does man live when he can choose to die? it is simple. it is because of time. man wants his time to last long and wants as much as he can. that is why man will run or live. it is a simple choise that affects us all. time.

I've found out that the only reason there is so much crime in this world is because so many people is bent on gaining superiority over each other. No-one wants to be the worst, no-one is willing to be equal with the rest of the world. Everyone wants to be better than everyone else. So that means if you take away the need for superiority, then you take away the driving force of all the world's crime. If you take the need of superiority, you create world peace.

hippies suck

The fact were if the poppulation of china walked past you in single file the line would never end because of the rate of reproduction is in fact false if the population of chine aere infact wlaking single file infront of you they couldnt reproduce as they would be busy walking past you in single file and wouldnt have time

looking into eyes and you see that i am scard of geting hurt or say the wrong thing. see i like this guy i know that he like me to but when i see him i get scard and i cant tell him how i really feel but that is just who i am i can nerver say no i let people walk all over me sometime.But that is what you get for just trying to be nice you get call name just for doing something nice for friend that is what is wrong with the world today you be nice and they take advendege of you. this guy that i like, like me two i think. see back when i was is 7 grade and he was i 8 grade i had i like him in the begining of the school year and we stared to talk and some where to the end of the school year we had kiss well i gave him my phone # to call me but when i home my mom told that she had changed are phone # i didn't see him until my freshman year but i was so scard of what people might say i reget that my whole life

someitmes, i wish i were blind. for the world i see today is not the world i saw yesturday. being blind would give me a chance to view my world as some of the few people who are blind can. the way it was ment to be seen. the world may be full of colors, but that doesnt mean its beautiful. those who are colorblind must think im crazy. sure, i like colors fine. but i like my world diferent then everyone else. at school, im always random, weird, and a fun person to be around im sure. but thats only because i express my self different then everyone else. most people dont see everyones true beauty but are blinded by their clothes or hair os shoes or something. thats not how the world is supposed to be seen. if you were blind, you'd be able to see that more clearly than anyone. and though your physical world would be dark, your friends, hope, and love for everyone will give you the light to see life the way it was ment to be seen. God didnt intend for albert einstien to unfold the famous equation "E=MC sq." he just unravled one of earth's mysteries. but because we unravled a mystery that was supposed to remain hidden, the nuclear bomb was conceived. he saw the world as something to pick and pry at till it opened all his secrets. many scientists do. they want to understand, fix, solve. but they lie. they are blind, true, but blind to the wrong things. they have a cure for cancer but do not give it because it is too expensive. they are blind to reality. they came up with that cure to save epople's lives but by not giving it out, people still die. life should be free, so why should we pay to survive? they are blind to the good things in life that should be seen, not shunned. so why do i still wish to be blind? because, what they see is what i have become to see and because of that, i dont want to see it. again, i like being different. and if that means standing alone for my own thoughts, belifes, and personal rights, then so be it. i'd rather be blind than see the mess people have created for themselves.

*door opens without knocking* Opportunity! What you don't even knock anymore?