The feeling comes back, only stronger, like water before its boiling point. I´m consolidated with no remaining hope of getting out. My head hurts, I don´t feel myself anymore; just the pain, the anger and something I thought I would never feel; powerless. For the first time in my life there is no way out. Nowhere to run to, no one to rely on. "Emotionally unavailable" people have always been for me a childish portrayal romatic comedies use to make the protagonist appear unattainable and therefore more desirable for the -mentally not entirely healthy- female audience. Now I´m asking myself how to become unattached from people, how to create a barrier between myself and the outer world, how to back away completely from the uncontrollable and unchangeable realities of life. In simple words, hot to stop feeling in order to stop the pain.

“Location of oneself is the present and all other remaining places have dived inside the deeper parts of the past of all” That is to say- Our home planet is present before us, likewise just at this time it is again submerged into the depth or the past from another place of space. In or under the circumstances- We are looking in the evolution, at this events or moment, everything has creation yet same event or very moment, from the borders on the spiritual or past from 14 billion light years is nothing creation in the universe through that unopened or contracted. Again: at this events or very moment- In the evolution, see reverse picture from the contracted location i.e. same event or very moment; someone looking contracted is on our location. Hence, we can take the decisions- both location are same, one site or lifetime Universe, big Universe between evolutions, out of evolution is infinitesimal Universe. History of the Universe or case is Early & Copy such like- Digital CD i.e. Digital Universe http://twitpic.com/4cjmuq see a-DEMO- Brief History of Universe.

Albert Einstein said that “Imagination is more important than knowledge” but I am looking not only that: See my topics at http://shahidurrahmansikder.wordpress.com/2010/01/04/27/ Yes! I am looking- All the visible things of the real world are comparable to the imagination of Nature of absolute space in absolute dimension i.e. in everything of the Nature’s plan is the play of imagination. In this circumstance: We are mankind, we have sharp imagination power and ultimate result of my imagination power- I am looking- “In full Power of Imagination is the result of Nature” See at http://shahidurrahmansikder.wordpress.com/2011/09/08/imagination-power-nature/

With due respect, I would like to stress upon viz. request your esteemed organization to exactly evaluate and uphold the sketch of the present universe in the midst of mankind of the Universe. There is no denying the fact that it is possible to feel or assess it through the depth of our brain and nothing else i.e. no other means. Hence, it is crystal clear that our very brain is the only Sample of the Universe http://t.co/iyMlT3r or specimen or allegory of the Universe http://twitpic.com/5qnvpa Again, we can take the decision that our Universe is early & Copy such like- Digital CD i.e. Digital Universe http://174.36.58.224/4cjmuq found a-DEMO, Brief History of the Universe.

There is not a person in the world who doesn't need encouragement. We all need someone to support us to give us a hug and tell us that we are doing a great job and that we are going to make it. But far to often many people don't get the encouragement that they need and so they feel bad and feel alone. If you could visit a site where you can be encouraged would you visit it? If you are like me I believe you would, so I invite you to check this site out, the name of the site says it all. But it is full of so much more, the words inspire you and the discussions will help you with everyday things that you and I come across. Please after you visited it leave a note to say you was there, but if you prefer not to that is okay. We just glad you dropped by.

I believe the memories of human beings are way more important that we think and play a very important role in our lives. I think the main reason of depression is the lack of memories -good or bad-. I like to think that the part of our brain that controls memories is like a slide projector machine. People only remember the exciting things that happen to them and they don’t remember routine things and usual expected things. Every exciting memory we have is like a slide that enter to the slide box. I believe that people with a lot of “slides” cant get depressed unless of course something genetic or something very sad happens to them. You never see people ,even if their life is hard, depressed if they have a lot of exciting things going on with their life and when I say exciting I don’t mean good exciting I also mean bad exciting (whatever that means) maybe their is another word for it but clearly I don’t know it. To explain bad exciting, getting into a fight, break up with a girlfriend, break your arm but of course when this things happen not in a regular basis, remember exciting = anything unusual for the person something that’s not happening regularly. I think it must be all peoples purpose to add more slides to the slide box and that means we must try new thing every time we get a chance even maybe if they sound boring a bad or even horrible. I think this theory explains why all this rich people are depressed, the answer is that nothing exciting ever happens to their life and can use their money to get to the destination without travelling the path that maybe most of the times sounds good but the memories are about the path and not the destination. A lot of people have everything a man can want and they are depressed and people ask ‘how can they be depressed they have everything friends money a good life people that loves them’ but that’s not enough, if your slide box has only a few slides inside then you have a poor slide show. Obviously if a bad exciting thing occurs a person maybe will be sad for a while but in general I think a lot of memories = happy person, unless of course bad thing happen constantly. My point is that every people should try and add as much slides to the slide box as possible and have as many experiences as possible and that includes the bad ones

reality is not real but that fact is not relevant If we can be alive or dead how do we know which state we are currently in There is no box

TO BE A MAN IS NOT EASY,BUT TO BE A MILLIONIARE IS EASY.

TO BE A MAN IS NOT EASY,BUT TO BE A MILLIONIARE IS EASY.