THIS ONE QUOTE SUMS UP MY ATTITUDE ABOUT LEARNING. AS FAR AS I KNOW IT IS ORIGINAL. "I WANT TO KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT ANYTHING (USEFUL, OF COURSE)." ~ GABRIEL C. HERNANDEZ

i hate mac donalds and the usa,

with fat friends there are no see saws...only catapults

What emotion is it when you’re mad at a specific person, and you’re world is crumbling? I’m so…whatever that is called. I’m kind of in the middle of everyone, not really taking credit, but I’m the one that connects everyone in UN NAMED CITY to UN NAMED CITY, and UN NAMED CITY to UN NAMED CITY, so I get both sides of it. I’m mad at THIS GIRL for a bunch of reasons. I’ve tried so hard to be friends with her; she’s so sweet on the outside and is a pretty good Christian. But on the inside to me she’s just a big fake. I want so badly to be friends with her, and I hate that I can’t. But, beneath that smile she just makes me sick. I know I sound really mean but it’s true. I always try to talk to her or compliment her or something, but it doesn’t make up for anything. A few weeks ago THIS GUY came to our church and we were eating with TWO FRIENDS. I pointed THIS GIRL to THIS GUY and he was like yea…but when she noticed him she ran over and sat in the seat beside him and put her arm around him and was like “hey THIS GUY!” I was like oh my gosh, and just rolled my eyes on the inside but smiled on the outside. They talked then she said see you later and left. Then at choir I sat with TWO FRIENDS and THIS GUY sat with THIS BOY, and THIS GIRL was in front of me. Mom told me and TWO FRIENDS to move so we would sit with the altos, which was with THIS GAL , but she was above THIS GIRL and there was only one seat by her. Me and TWO FRIENDS stood there for a second trying to figure out how we could sit together, then THIS GIRL goes “here YOU! You can sit by me.” Ok, if the voice and the smile wasn’t enough to spell FAKE, she would never do that. Yea sure she’s nice, but we just don’t…well, we just don’t. So I smiled and sat down, and she wouldn’t stop talking! I wasn’t mean, but just surprised and awe-struck of how much conversation this girl could make up to talk to me about. Then we went our separate ways-thank you Lord- and the middle schoolers (including THIS GIRL AND THIS GUY) went to church and I went to the gym. So that was it until we got home and THIS GUY told me about it. Nothing special but she was flirting with him like CRAZY and THIS GUY told me he met her b/f, and he was like, so this is GUY I keep hearing about. My gosh! She can’t keep her hands off of guys! Anyways…back to my life. So every few Sundays or Wednesdays she’ll come up to me and tell me she talked to THIS GUY AND THIS OTHER GUY I LIKE, and I’m like…yea cool. Oh yea, if you didn’t know, I like THIS GUY I LIKE, and he knows it. We’re friends. But yea, back to life. Last night, at the hallelujah festival, I saw her and waved and said hey, waited like 5 minutes till she saw me. So she walked up to me and said “hey, when did THIS GUY leave?” yea, not even a hello. So I put on my best fake smile and said he left last night after we finished the deer stand. She’s like ok…then I go “yea, then MY FRIEND came over to bring me a cd and we all kinda hung out together. It was really fun.” I don’t know what I’d give to have taken a picture of her face, her eyes got big and she wiped that smile off her face and just said “ok.” I was like, way to awesomely happy! She was about to say something but she saw MR. DUDE-I guess someone better to talk to-and walked off. Not a goodbye. I ran over to MY FRIEND and told her, we were just rollin! It was hilarious. But the bad thing is THIS GUY likes her and he deserves way better, I love him and only want the best for him. And I know this sounds like, terrible, but THIS GUY I LIKE said if he lived here he would date her probably, so that really sucks-not because I like him, even though it sounds like that. I’d never do that, as long as he’s happy, I’m happy. But he only sees the side of her that she shows to THIS GUY and him. There’s a different side she shows to CITY. Then there’s the side of her true self in-between them and I’m the lucky person that gets that crap. I see both sides because I see it in CITY, and hear the other from OTHER CITY. It’s awful, I wish I could tell THIS GUY I LIKE, but he would probably just think I don’t want him liking her because I like him. Everything’s a mess in my life. But I’m going to explain it to MY 3 FRIENDS. I have to. And I’m going to have a little talk with THIS GIRL. Believe me, I am. I’m not going to be mean, but tell her I don’t want to listen to her crap about all this crap she expects me to believe…just in different words haha.

A barking dog never bites... but it can still crap on your doorstep.

Great. Fun, carefree but all about to change.

advice is just common sense wrapped up in fancy wording and tied with a bow.

Mark Twain once said, "The Enlish language is a dish and cursing, a spice".

It takes you who you were to make you who you are.

The only thing getting stressed out leads to is stress.