Inflatable giraffes are near. Piggy banks are child's play. The Sims is always fun to play. Monkey tins and duct tape. Flash cards and the remains of last year. Blue birds jacket. An old script, is the world all coming to an end? Or am I just stuck in my room? Use me to keep clean. Bubbles and candles seem to invade my space, yet nothing seems to fit in its' right spot. Are you a jerk, or a weird-o. And even if you're lucky, you will amount to zero.

Happy... It's sometimes easier than you think... If you keep thinking of the bad things You'll only know the bad things... I know at times there are only bad things You have to think of the good of the past Or the good to be in the future. I know it's hard, But, I know the happy is there. The happy is in me somewhere. I just have to dig down and find it.

When life gets tough We have to learn to take the pain And when the pain comes we must learn how to deal with it If not, things get soft and it’s hard to grip. ts tough

Why eat corn flakes in a bowl with milk when you can just eat corn chips with a glass of milk?

i was sitting at my friend's house. lets call him vance. and he has a mansion and the basement has surround sound with the TV so it's always fun to watch TV at his house. He tells me everything. He was talking to me about getting bakc with his ex. he told me he misses her. i told him she'd end up hurting him. but he convinced me that everything would be ok and that she really has changed. i told him "ok. but if i'm right i'm gonna end up slapping you". (which he said was just fine (obviously he's very confident)). we watched movie after movie. our parents like to talk alot. so we have nothing better to do. he was watching so action film. i got bored and started reading The Hitchhikers guide to the galaxy. he asked me what it was about. i gave the book to him cuz there was a synopsis on the front cover. so he read it and i said i'd explain it in detail. so he got done reading it and i started telling him and Ford being a researcher for the Guide and suddenly vance reached out and grabbed my breast! "this isn't happening" i thought. Vance turned and covered his face suddenly realizing what he had done. "oh my god" he said to himself in disbelief. Trust me. I couldn't believe what he had just done. "tell me he's joking," i thought to myself. What the hell was this? "I'm leaving" i said. i grabbed my book and beat it out of there. I ran all the way upstairs where my sister was watching a movie on vance's computer (it had a dvd rom). i asked her to come downstairs with me to get a glass of water. Vance was still in the basement. She drank half a glass of water and i drank two whole glasses for lack of anything else to say. she went upstairs again and i hid in the garage. I thought to myself "what would my old friends tell me if i told them about this?". i followed whatever advice i thought they'd give. I pulled myself together afer several "i've been violated by my good friend" thoughts. i let it go. i was over it. i decided to come back inside (after a very long time) my father yelled at me for sitting out in the cold. i went and sat in the fancy living room after my father was done scolding. i peered out of the room. i saw vance. i motioned for him to come over. he entered the room and immediately started apologizing 50 times. i said it was ok. and then 50 times again. the "i'm sorry wouldn't stop" i was ok. i was fine. don't worry about it i told him. "i wasn't even horny. i don't know why i did that" he insisted. i believed him. i trust him (though not as much anymore. it happened recently. it'll take a while to gain back trust. i told him alot about myself also) People would think to themselves "what was he thinking?" i have a simple answer: he wasn't. he wasn't thinking. men.... of course i shouldn't say that. you can't just say every man will do this. i know men who have NEVER violated someone. a gentle caress was asked for by girlfriends and such. Such gantelmen are my friends. i tend not to make too many friends with girls. though i'm female i don't like the female attitude of most of my peers. I had no worries of ever being violated. After all i'malways just a friend. so much to the point that i usually have no boyfriend (rightfully so) and i like that fact. but i was taken aback and shaking severly when it happened. also it happened yesterday. i mean i have fun looking at this site but i knew it would come in handy. for many who'ce been violate they either want to hide from EVERYONE. or rush to tell SOMEONE. so i had to tell someone. after all. you don't know me. the point is that it is in the past. I hope i'm over it. though it is difficult to concentrate on things lately. it'll be behind me soon.

The owl and the pussy cat went to sea in a beautiful pea green boat The density was less than one and that's why it stayed afloat The owl looked up to the moon above which reflected the light of the sun which is 93 million miles away and gives light to everyone They sailed away for a year and a day, 366 days or 8784 hours to put it another way They dined on mince and slices of quince which are full of good things like protein. Then hand in hand at the edge of the sand they did work outs to make them more lean

I was dreaming one night God came to me..He said unto me...Why is everyone so sad here...I just replied,Because we dont know where we are.

Life...What we all run from...Yet try to keep.

So I woke up in a pool of blood next to Glenn Danzig and three koala bears in wet t-shirts. All I could remember was eating tons of turkey on Thursday and then feeling kinda sleepy. Now, I'm just trying to piece together the past few days.

....deep